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Fear Is My Only Motivator

by Nearly Sincerely

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1.
Honestly I can't care less In my head All these thoughts can stay all day long Get up in the morning I gotta Get up in the morning My pride will dip My skin will rip I gotta Take care of my very own life more But I'll wait for a warning And I know I'll wait for a warning All day Does it scare you To be alone Does it scare you To not have friends Does it scare you To not have remorse Does it scare you Does it scare you Does it scare you Does it scare you Honestly I can't care less In my head All these thoughts can stay all day long Get up in the morning I gotta Get up in the morning My pride will dip My skin will rip I gotta Take care of my very own life more But I'll wait for a warning And I know I'll wait for a warning All day All day
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I can't get up anymore But if I stay I'll hit the floor And my mind It's fragile man It always has been too Oh what to do Oh what to do If you're curious It's not something new And I'll stand Wait inside your hallway All day My friend called I got to go real soon Oh what to do Oh what to do Cause I Don't care What happens to me If I die And I'll die Alone My feelings aren't valid I'm nervous to leave the house People will come up To talk to me all my life Scared to be alone And nervous to not be Things don't have to make sense To worry you mind to death Feelings aren't valid And I don't care What happens To me I'm scared to death Of every single thing
3.
I'm scared of being haunted The past mistakes I made Are not ok I've done a lot I would do differently today If I had the chance It doesn't matter now It will be this way Forever And ever Fear is the ultimate motivator For me For me Be prepared For the raid at your house In peace time I spend time I waste time I spend time I waste time It's pointless what can't be changed I'm just one person anyway My head hurts My bones ache Fear is the ultimate motivator For me For me Be prepared For the raid at your house In peace time I spend time I waste time I spend time I waste time I waste time I waste time
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I have to try to fit in everywhere It's always a task it's never natural I have to try to fit in everywhere It's always a task it's never natural Like outside With my friends Never does a minute pass us by Where I'm not Uncomfortable For the entire time Oh that's a lie Oh that's a lie I have to try to fit in everywhere It's always a task it's never natural I have to try to fit in everywhere It's always a task it's never natural Like my mind Please leave me alone I just want to feel ok for once Where I'm not Worrying For the entire time Oh that's denied Oh that's denied I have to try to fit in everywhere It's always a task it's never natural I have to try to fit in everywhere It's always a task it's never natural It's always a task it's never natural It's always a task it's never natural

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released January 22, 2021

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